He Loves Me.. He Loves Me Not..

Warped tour/crushed dreams.

My thoughts on Vans Warped Tour ^^^^^^^^^^

IT’S WARPED TOUR SEASON
Oh wait.. That’s right, I live in fucking Canada.
Seriously Canada, get it together. You’re just Americas hat.

I guess it’s that time of year when I start to a weep a bit more because I can’t go to Warped Tour..

To make it worse on myself, last year my family and I went to Seattle the weekend it was there and I couldn’t go. Plus, I saw Jack Fowler, Matty Mullins, and a bunch of other people that when we were driving by but I couldn’t be like
“yo mom. I’m just gonna jump out of this car and awkwardly caress some people I loves faces. I’ll catch up to you never, because if I did that I’d have a heart attack

“What do you think of me?”

Cold.

Cold renders my body immobile,
like rigor mortis setting in…
I scream, but no sound…
like gravity collapsing my lungs,
my soundless cries…
revealing the nothingness inside…

the blank canvas of me,
no personality, no soul, no voice, no love.

i will die without the connection,
so i latch on,
and squeeze the life out of other peoples hearts…
that momentary, fickle, fragile emotion.
i need it, i fear it, but i need people,
the love…
that connection,
that a person cannot live without.
these momentary confessions,
to subside my want, and guilt.
I Am loneliness, and loneliness is I.
the oddities that make up my mind,
draw out the walls in my heart,
stranding me, estranging, the delicately alone me.
i drew the lines, i built the walls…
i separated my self from humanity.
but, i am dying of the loneliness i created.
and now.
Only bitterness, and regret, and an unfillable void remain.
and i have only myself to blame.

– Physmer

You’re So Funny..

So, awhile ago my friends dad was moving and we wanted to see if I could stay the weekend with her there. Her dad then asked if I had a boyfriend yet

This is the funniest thing I’ve ever heard. I’m even laughing about it now.

Me? Have a boyfriend?

Yeah, that’s reallllll funny.

Even if I did (which is the most unlikely thing ever) why would her dad let him come? Get it together, bud.

Skeleton Bass.

I want this so badly..
Such a cool bass..